Ya take a step back from life, and you look back. You realize what a true waste of time you spent the past year. Relationships that sucked, How humanity is really done for, the failures experienced, and the friends lost. It seems overwhelming, and even amazing how we continue to move on sometimes.

But intermixed with all this heartache, angst, and pain; there is good times to be had. Parties, celebrations, times spent away from it all. Its the whole being able to take a deep breath, after having the wind knocked outta ya.

What I'm trying to say, is very simple, and can be broken down into a few things. A: hopefully I'm alittle more mature than I've been, but I'm still going to be a kid. B: Not everything in life is against you, just most of it. And C: Even when you get knocked down, kicked around, and just plain wanna give up; get back up, and fight.

So I'm making a promise to myself, and to no one else. So if and when I fail, Its at my own expense, and not someone I really care for. A: I'm out for my own benefit, to hell with the world, I ain't gunna try to fix problems. B: I'm doing what I want, when I want. Screw the consquences. And finally C: Ta hell with being sorry for past problems with people, If I like ya, I'll talk to you, if I don't, I won't. Simple eh. Lets see if I can follow it.